I am so so sorry to hear of your loss of Char-leigh and your other little one. We lost our precious Ellen at 41 weeks and the only thing we were really sure of after we left hospital was that we wanted to try again. It took almost 12 heartbreaking months to fall pg again.
We are now waiting both eagerly and with much trepidation for our next baby.
Being pg again feels better than not being able to have another child BUT it doesn't fill any of the gaps Ellen has left in our lives.
I don't believe you can love one child more or less than another even if they are angel babies.
I hope this baby will be born breathing and perhaps my aching empty arms will be filled.
Being pg after a loss is very stressful and uncertain. There is never again that feeling of innocence about pregnancy.
I wish you all the luck in the world with your family and whatever decisions you make.
I hope my comments help you.
Go gently, it's a life-long journey.