:-( didn't sleep well at all. Woke hubby and cried a few times.

I haven't been taking my pain killers as I should apparently that's why it's been hurting badly. Feeling the pain makes it so real... If you know what I mean. I woke this morning hoping it was a dream... It wasn't. I've still got patches on my belly, still bruises on my arms from the ivs... no baby in my belly, instead im now empty... And only one remaining tube.