And it's ruining me! I'm yelling at the kids 24/7 and just miserable.
Ever since we found out the twins are boys I've had huge fears of them passing as it is all I've known with boys
I've had stupid dreams every night since 19 1/2 weeks with different ways of them passing I wake up cold, sweaty, scared and physically sick.
Now with 3 very recent tragic passings of bubs on BB my fears have gone through the roof especially now movements are minimal I know rationally that's because of lack of space but I freak out still.
Deep down I'm being silly, I hope but what if my body is trying to tell me something and I'm ignoring it due to past experiences.
I'm sorry this post is pointless I just needed to get it out though

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