:( I think im here again

**Papillon** · March 11th, 2009, 10:50 PM

Yep

Started bleeding this morning

It isnt heavy like last month when i lost that baby... but, it is getting more constant. This morning it was just spotting.

Dr said she isnt sure, it could go either way... had BT done, get levels tomorrow... but i just dont feel all so positive.

TMI WARNING

the blood is watery, which is weird, but it starting to get some real blood-like look to it.

ARGHHHHHHHH

I am praying it is ok

But, i have never ever bled in pregnancies. So i dont understand how or why i would start now.

I am feeling so guilty as we have been moving into the new house the last two days so, i keep thinking, WHAT IF? its my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sighs

ok, i neeed to get some sleep i just had to i dunno get this out there.

just dont understand!!!!!!

morgan78 · March 11th, 2009, 11:38 PM

:hugs: I really hope you get good news from your dr tomorrow. Be kind to yourself

**visitor1** · March 11th, 2009, 11:47 PM

please stick lil one

**kawazuki** · March 12th, 2009, 05:58 AM

big hugs bec.
hope the results are good

im here for you let me know when you get them

im so sorry your going through again.

**Arimeh** · March 12th, 2009, 07:13 AM

I hope results are good news today

Don't blame yourself ok? There is nothing you did to cause this. It is not your fault.

xox

**Je$$_84** · March 12th, 2009, 07:21 AM

Until i got my story down few days ago it was hard for me to read and comment on these posts. Now i'm just so glad i have gotten my feeling out and can offer some support to others.

I honestly feel at fault with my losses i think many women who go through this have the same reaction... "why", "what did i do" etc.

Sending lots of hugs and sticky vibes... please dont stress by feeling guilt. try to relax think things are ok, more stress will not help at all... If you need a chat i'm nearly always here and i'd be glad to offer an ear to listen.

**[M]umma[M]ia** · March 12th, 2009, 07:24 AM

praying for good results today! xox

**Marlene** · March 12th, 2009, 07:26 AM

I know its hard...but please don't stress too much yet....just wait till you get the results. I hope that the BT results are good news for you!!

**Pretty Butterfly** · March 12th, 2009, 07:26 AM

Honey, when I lost mine and Ad's first baby, it was a few days after a mowing the lawn.....

I was just casually walking around doing it, I love wandering and mowing, I do It each week...... And the guilt was unbearable........

Babe, you did not do this, they are tough little buggers....

Praying for a great result today, but if things dont go as planned, we are all here for you sweets......