:( I think im here again

[Papillon]

Yep



Started bleeding this morning

It isnt heavy like last month when i lost that baby... but, it is getting more constant. This morning it was just spotting.

Dr said she isnt sure, it could go either way... had BT done, get levels tomorrow... but i just dont feel all so positive.



TMI WARNING

the blood is watery, which is weird, but it starting to get some real blood-like look to it.

ARGHHHHHHHH

I am praying it is ok

But, i have never ever bled in pregnancies. So i dont understand how or why i would start now.

I am feeling so guilty as we have been moving into the new house the last two days so, i keep thinking, WHAT IF? its my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sighs

ok, i neeed to get some sleep i just had to i dunno get this out there.

just dont understand!!!!!!

[morgan78]

:hugs: I really hope you get good news from your dr tomorrow. Be kind to yourself

[visitor1]

please stick lil one

[kawazuki]

big hugs bec.
hope the results are good

im here for you let me know when you get them

im so sorry your going through again.

[Arimeh]

I hope results are good news today

Don't blame yourself ok? There is nothing you did to cause this. It is not your fault.

xox

[Je$$_84]

Until i got my story down few days ago it was hard for me to read and comment on these posts. Now i'm just so glad i have gotten my feeling out and can offer some support to others.

I honestly feel at fault with my losses i think many women who go through this have the same reaction... "why", "what did i do" etc.

Sending lots of hugs and sticky vibes... please dont stress by feeling guilt. try to relax think things are ok, more stress will not help at all... If you need a chat i'm nearly always here and i'd be glad to offer an ear to listen.

[[M]umma[M]ia]

praying for good results today! xox

[Ahurani]

nooo

*hugs* I hope it all turns out for you and DF Bec

[Marlene]

I know its hard...but please don't stress too much yet....just wait till you get the results. I hope that the BT results are good news for you!!

{{hugs}}

[Pretty Butterfly]

Honey, when I lost mine and Ad's first baby, it was a few days after a mowing the lawn.....

I was just casually walking around doing it, I love wandering and mowing, I do It each week...... And the guilt was unbearable........

Babe, you did not do this, they are tough little buggers....

Praying for a great result today, but if things dont go as planned, we are all here for you sweets......

[Willow]

Wishing you the best of luck

It can be OK to bleed during prg, but I understand your anxiety.

Stick little one!

[Nadine]

Huge to you. I hope that the bleeding stops for you and everything turns out ok. Stick little baby.

[Madissun]

I hope the results are good today hun. Im so sorry you're going through this again. But please believe that it isn't your fault

[sloane]

sending you lots of sticky vibes. i hope the results are good for you today

[BekZ]

All the best for your results today. Sending you heaps of sticky vibes

[rufalina]

Hope that you get some good news today. Hang in there...

[Anila]

oh hunni,
im sorry did not get back to ur text last night, i was in bed, early for a change.
I have my fingers crossed that ur results will be that of good news.
And as the girls above me have said, nothing you did caused this!
I am here for u.
as u know i bleed like that with Kainne for 12 weeks, and he turned 1 two days ago, i know its hard to stay pos, so we will all help u out and be positive for u.

[DaintreeDream]

Oh hun, I am praying for a good result for you today. I hope the bleeding stops and all is well. The first 12 weeks are so hard, especially when you have had a previous loss, makes you extra nervous, most of the time over nothing. My thoughts are with you.



Deanne.