It's gone.
I'd just like to thank everyone who has sent me messages and kind words in regards to my miscarriage.
Not sure how to start this......
I went to my Ob for my 9 week scan and I was 9 weeks and 2 days, he did the ultrasound and was looking around and then matter of factly he just said it looks like the baby stopped growing at around 6 weeks and that was it, (don't get me wrong , lovely doctor I really like him, and he really is very kind).
But it was so matter of fact! Then he asked if I was ok, and I guess I was numb at the time, coz I don't recall any emotion at the time (is that normal)?
He told me that considering I wasn't going to miscarry naturally, that I'd need a currette, so I was booked in for ther next day,at Masada.
So I rang DH and told him and he was shocked too, then I drove home, don't remember that either, but got home, told Nyah and she cryed, don't know she would understand this at her age (4 in 8 days)!
She hugged me and then after a while I told mum and dad, then came home from Sorrento, and then later in the night the pain kicked in, and so I rang my Ob, and told him the pain was coming in waves, like contractions, and he asked if I was bleeding ( which I wasn't ) I said no, he said to call him back in a hour if the pain was still there, but in 1/2 hour later, the pain was really severe, so I called him again, and he told me to go to Cabrini emergency and he'd let them know, the currette would be done tonight at 10.30pm.
Mum and dad drove me to the hospital, and at about 10.45-11.00pm I went under and then it was all over.
But since then and this is 9 days ago now, the pain is still quite bad, and the bleeding is still strong, ( and sorry if TMI) but the clots are the size of golf balls and these are coming all the time.
Can someone let me know if this is normal, I'm going to the doctor tomorow as I think this has gone on abit too long.
sorry I haven't written sooner and believe me I wanted too, but everytime I tried, my eyes would well up with tears, and I just couldn't.
Thank you again Yvette, for posting for me and again to everyone who has replied, you're such a big part of my day to day living, I read and re-read all your sorry's and it did make me feel little better, even though I'd feel crap inside.
Thanks again xxxx
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