I had my D&C on the 29th of March I was 10 weeks pg. I thought I was coping well with it but over the last 2 or so weeks I've been quite emotional and everything is coming bubbling to the top. I feel that I really haven't been able to grieve the loss of my little on and I haven't had anyone IRL that I can talk to about it.

I should be in my last trimester getting ready to welcome my LO in a few months not sitting here missing my baby that wasn't to be. I cry or can't read pg annoucments it's just not fair.

I'm now crying writing this....why is it so hard to move past this. We're going to be ttc in Oct, how am I going to cope with been pg again and stressing that the same thing is going to happen.

I just want to talk to someone and have them understand that yes it was a blighted ovum, but it was still my baby, I still had hopes and dreams for them.

Ok I'm going to go and collect myself and head off to bed, thank you for reading my ramblings.