Hi Girls!

Hi Freya, I'm sure it's just an odd cycle, I've had that happen before, try not to worry.

Hi Porsche - where are you at with yours?

AFM - well girls, yet again, I'm not out of the woods. My HCG numbers have been rising nicely - great in fact, was booked in for my dating scan for yesterday, woke up Monday morning, gush of blood and clot......raced down to the clinic and they sent me for an urgent scan with me fearing the worst. Got a heartbeat - although the sonographer (same as the last time when she was so harsh with me) said she's sitting on the fence as it was 95bpm and the average is 100bpm for the gestation.....anyway she found a large subchorionic hematoma can you bloomin believe it!!!! I just cannot win. It's about the same size as the sac and while 40% of women get this in pregnancy the larger the clot the more at risk of miscarrying you are. So I've been ordered to take it easy and go back for another scan next Monday. Yeah, take it easy with a 2.5 year old while stressing about having your 4th miscarriage. I am feeling really seedy all day which i hope is a good sign but the clinic aren't measuring my bloods/progesterone anymore since I've technically have a viable pregnancy. I don't know what to do, how to feel, I just can't keep putting myself through this, why can't I just be normal!