Thanks Willow, Mummyto1 and Lulu. Lulu, I'm so very sorry for your recent loss, too. for all of us who share such sadness.

It seems to be getting harder and harder to breathe, my heart feels so heavy tonight. No, DP is not with me. He'd hoped to get here Thursday night but the plan went awry. Maybe next week. Maybe. Tomorrow I must pull myself together so that I'll be ready to go back to work on Monday. Dust off that mantra: Everything will be fine. And find something positive to focus on in the coming weeks.

Bucket loads of babydust for all of you and may your journeys end with healthy happy bubs to love and love and love some more.