My edd is today. I lost my baby at 10 weeks on new years day. I can't believe this time is here already. They would have been born today too, as both my children were born on their due dates.
I had an awful nights sleep last night, felt like i was back at that day again. No one remembered that today was our due date. Do they? why do i feel angry that no one remembered?
and i had to work in our business today, a cafe, and i felt awful but had to be happy.
I'm so sad for any one who has lost, you are in my thoughts along with the beautiful babes that we miss so dearly.
I'm so sorry you've lost your little one hun . I remember when my EDD came, no one remembered either, I was really really upset. Worse still, when my angel's 1st birthday came, no one except DF remembered. It really hurt as people were very supportive early after my loss but within weeks it fizzled out. I think it was partly because they thought if they bring up Joshua I would get upset (WRONG!!) and partly because they thought I got over it (WRONG AGAIN!!). For me also, the day of his EDD gave me peace, like it was the end of my pg, a closure for me, and it was time to sort of let him go. When I say let him go, I mean let him go out of my body iykwim. Big hugs lovely
I'm sorry you're having a crappy day, its understandable.
Just an idea, when my sister lost her first at 20 weeks, on her EDD she released balloons. Sort of a free-ing thing. It was great.
Maybe you could do that one day?
my babies due date is today :(
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