Thank you girls, your thoughts mean a lot I often think about my little loss twin and he/she will forever be in my heart.

Yvette - Yes my OB said the same thing it`s quite common and as you say lots of women don`t even find out they lost one twin but nowadays with early ultrasounds more and more are being picked up. My 12 week appointment went well thank you, I was so worried as I also got servere gastro last week and had to be hospitalised for 48 hours on IV fluids but somehow through it all my little miracle baby is still hanging on, he/she must be a tough one that`s all I can say, it`s been a tough few weeks but I`m hoping now I can finally relax a little and start to enjoy this pregnancy.