Thanks everyone xx

May I ask why you have to wait? For uni to end?

The pains is alway the same for me, just that the time between those moments where you truly let yourself remember gets further apart....

I'm sorry your pain is so raw
Yeh because of Uni and because DP and I split.

Once I finish Uni this year I will go straight into a 12 month Grad program and I can't really be taking maternity leave whilst I'm in that.

So it will be at least another 2 years before I can try again. That fact hurts a lot.