you should be so proud, you have taken some very big steps, leaps, and yes, you should be very hopeful. It is exciting to be ttc again and the prospect of having another little soul come into your life, to acknowledge the passing of a little one, but to allow new beginnings is something to look forward too. I still look forward to it now, the excitement of feeling a little one grow inside of me. I sincerely hope you have a smooth journey from here and I look forward to chatting to you in the ttc after m/c and loss forum. As I tell the kids I work with, you should give yourself a pat on the back and you deserve a super big smiley sticker! because you are doing so well. Do also know that in the ttc forum lots of us have good days and crap days too and don't feel at all concerned if you have bad days and want to talk about them in the other thread. We are all very understanding.