Oh Seh I am so so sorry, I had a missed m/c too As em said the pain never goes away, but it does get easier. I got a crystal for Splat, it hangs in the light and reminds me that I was chosen to carry this baby for the short time he was here. Grieving sucks, but it's neccessary, be kind to yourself over the next few weeks, and remember there's always bellybelly xoxo