Thanks everyone.....

I'm trying to stay positive but it seems really hard.

The doctor basically said to come back and see her in a week. Because i technically havent missed my af date, i'm not "pregnant" in their eyes. I beg to differ with 4 hpt all bfp's.

I only had that one bleed so far....and to be honest, it really wasnt that much when i think about it now. But i am stressing because i have been here twice before and i just want to be able to relax and enjoy being pregnant. But i dont think that will ever happen for me now.

I'm having some small twinges but nothing painful and i'm emotionally drained now and just had a tiff with DP because he keeps telling me i should be happy just knowing i can fall pregnant....i could kill him right now.

But all is not lost just yet, i'm going to relax and try to get a good night sleep and hopefully things will be better in the morning.