i think i'm having another one and this will be my third in a row.

what questions should i be asking? i want answers as to why my body keeps rejecting my potential babies and again i'm at work and devastated and cant take the time off to sort myself out.

i need help and i have no one around to lean on for support. i just have to smile and pretend its ok when its not and i just want to fall apart and never come back.

i'm hiding out on the toilets at work having a cry. i have been lucky enough to squeeze in to see a doctor in half an hour.

such a sad panda right now.