Nearly 2 weeks ago i found out my babys heart beat had stopped I could not believe my ears. I cried my heart out right than and there and havent stopped.

I gave birth to my lil baby 2 days later and the pain is so hard. I dont understand why this has happened or were to turn too. I feel like i have failed my bub even though people say its not my fault it really feels like it is.
I was 19 weeks pregnant. How can this of happened?!

I feel let down and just dont know what to do!

Sad and dont know what to do? What do i do now? I feel lost! My heart is broken and feels like it can not be put back together.