ok well today is the day and i forgot all about it again till i saw the reply for this in my inbox - so i guess i really am forgetting a little about it - i don't think that its really a bad thing as such but yeah its weird to think it would possiby have been here now - at least i would have been well past the m/s!!! sorry i am trying to make jokes to cover any real feelings - don't even know what they are so there it is - my EDD come and i have moved on....