OK i hope that doesn't upset anyone but is it wrong for me to have almost forgotten that tomorrow would have been my EDD - i don't really think that i will do anything to commemorate it or anything - i just want to move on and focus on what we have - i think i have done enough crying and being down to last me a life time and i don't want to ruin the good thing we have going now - but i feel guilty in the same breath as if i have forgotten about it all together as if it didn't really matter...