Leash - you're so right about the googling - I should stop but I can't! There're just too many straws out there to clutch at.
P.S. Jazz is more gorgeous every new photo I see of her!

SaraJane, thank you for your positivity

Hmm I think the earliest I'd be able to get BT results would be Tues... *maybe* Mon... I thought of doing another HPT but the one I have left I think is more sensitive than the one I just used so if the line was darker it wouldn't necessarily tell me anything. If there was no line - well. That would tell me something I'm not sure I want to know for sure.
It's also hard because my mum's being all helicoptery and hovery and I would get immediate interrogation about results of a test, whatever they were. Not possible to do one without her knowing I don't think, unless I did it in the shower.