My third attempt to fall pregnant with donor sperm through a clinic... I got a faint BFP on a first response test on Mon 15/12 , when AF was 3 days late... I started bleeding on Wed 17/12 - possible TMI but bright red, with small clots, like a period with bad cramping. Two days later it seemed to be over except for minor spotting.

I'm clinging to that short time period as a chance that maybe it wasn't a miscarriage, it was just a hormonal bleed or a subchorionoc hematoma (I over-research)... but while I am faintly nauseous, which only started yesterday, when the bleeding seemed to mostly stop, my BBs are no longer tender like they were.

I'm clutching at straws aren't I? I've already un-told the people I told about the BFP, and it's in my signature as a m/c but I can't stop hoping I'm wrong...