HI Jess,

My goodness - you have had a hard time and by no means should you be blaming yourself. On top of everything else that you are going through at the moment you have done an awesome job to get this out.
I hope it has helped you !

Thinking of you !
Take care of yourself.
Think i might go and light a few candles now - i memory of all the angel babies !
Bless them all xxxoooo