Today I will remember...

[Willow]

Today, the day you were to be born, I will remember you my little angel.

I will remember the excitement and disbelief when I saw those two lines. And I will remember the almost instant fear for you. Did I doom you from the start?

I will remember the joy and relief of seeing your little heart fluttering on the screen. I will remember thinking that maybe I was wrong and everything was going to be OK for us.

I will remember the names I had picked for you, the dreams and the hopes for your future.

I will remember the instant love, although at times disguised by fear.

I will remember the day my whole world fell apart, the day my deepest fears were confirmed.

I will remember the birth of your sister and I will greive that I will never get that day with you...the grief will almost overwhelm me....

Today I will hold your sister's little hand in mine and know that my other hand will always feel a little empty, but my heart will not.

Today I will remember you my beautiful baby....

[renee84]

aw that is a beautiful poem, brought tears to my eyes. thank you so much for sharing

[LisaL]

Oh Willow - that was so beautiful sweety. I am sure your little angel will be with you today. I read in an angel healing book, that when a mother looses a little bub through miscarriage or other pg loss, the little soul always stays close to the mother and guides her.

I am thinking of you today.

Lisa

[kas]

That is beautiful. I am sure bubs is with you all.

[butterfly_warrior]

Willow, three times now, I've tried to post but can't think what to say...

All I can do is give you a and let you know that I'm thinking of you, and praying for you.

BW

[kazz30]

Aww Willow, that was such a beautiful poem. My heart goes out to you. I am sure you ~angel baby~ was watching over you yesterday and everday. :hugs:

[Baby~amore`]

Willow a very touching heartwrenching & heartwarming poem - so sorry for your loss.

[Willow]

Thank you so much girls. Thursday wasn't as hard as I'd imagined it would be so that was a small blessing. I guess every day is hard and Thursday just a little bit more. I had a good cry (or three!), looked through my treasure box with my u/sound reports, pictures etc and planted a plant that flowers at this time every year. I didn't think I'd want to do that but on the day it seemed really appropriate.

[Michelle71]

I lit many candles today - for my baby and the babies of those I know and care about. Yours was one of them. Sending you big and lots of love.

[Willow]

Awww, Michelle. Thank you so much, you have no idea what that means to me. I'm in tears! Most of the people in my RL didn't remember.

I haven't done mine yet, but I will not forget your Caitlyn either....

Big hugs sweety (god I want my emoticons back!!)

[paras]

my thoughts r with you Willow....just lit a candle for you, your angel and all of our lost little ones....may they watch down on us & give us the strength to carry on b/c its so bloody hard at times like this!

[Willow]

Thank you paras, you girls really are an amazing support.

Good luck with TTC!

[PrincessLollyPopLePink]

How beautiful is that poem, yes it sure did bring tears to my eyes, bless you Willow sending out warm thoughts your way....

[Mel1977]

Wow, that's a beautiful poem and it really brought tears to my eyes