i picked some beautiful roses from our garden today and lit a rose candle next to them, so in my mind I have named this little bubba 'my little rose' and will keep the candle lit untill she's gone from me. from now on whenever i'm in our rose garden or pick a rose, it will be in her honour.

Teagz, after I made the decision to wait I felt like I had made the wrong decision, but i still feel like I'll have a d&c next week, and actually feel like I want to have it. i think i just needed this week to myself a bit. i'm only bleeding lightly at the moment, and I know it can come on all of a sudden, so i'm just taking it easy and actually putting myself first for once (aside from my ds). feel like I need this time to nurture me and my little rose before we'll be forever parted next week one way or another.

salad, what did you do to remember your bubba?