i picked some beautiful roses from our garden today and lit a rose candle next to them, so in my mind I have named this little bubba 'my little rose' and will keep the candle lit untill she's gone from me. from now on whenever i'm in our rose garden or pick a rose, it will be in her honour.
Teagz, after I made the decision to wait I felt like I had made the wrong decision, but i still feel like I'll have a d&c next week, and actually feel like I want to have it. i think i just needed this week to myself a bit. i'm only bleeding lightly at the moment, and I know it can come on all of a sudden, so i'm just taking it easy and actually putting myself first for once (aside from my ds). feel like I need this time to nurture me and my little rose before we'll be forever parted next week one way or another.
well said teagz 88.
I think what you did to remember your baby Jules is perfect. I was given a necklace after the second miscarriage from a lady that had a lot of problems conceiving it took them 8 years. I am not religious but she gave me a St Gerard (Its the saint of ecpectant mothers) and I put it on that day and I have not taken it off since. Throughout my pregnancy I would give it a little kiss just before i went to sleep - sounds silly but sometimes we just need some little thing to get us through - I was so scared that I would lose that bubba too but I think the necklace helped me have some hope. So that is how I remember my bubs and I still feel it protects Georgia and I now.
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