well said teagz 88.
I think what you did to remember your baby Jules is perfect. I was given a necklace after the second miscarriage from a lady that had a lot of problems conceiving it took them 8 years. I am not religious but she gave me a St Gerard (Its the saint of ecpectant mothers) and I put it on that day and I have not taken it off since. Throughout my pregnancy I would give it a little kiss just before i went to sleep - sounds silly but sometimes we just need some little thing to get us through - I was so scared that I would lose that bubba too but I think the necklace helped me have some hope. So that is how I remember my bubs and I still feel it protects Georgia and I now.