Hey everyone,

As you probably know I had a miscarriage. I found out on Friday (Sept 3) during my 12 week u/s. I am still in total shock and feel very numb inside.

I keep on asking myself "What if I had things differently??" "Why did it happen??" "Was ther something wrong with me??". I could keep asking "What if??" and "Why??" but, I know I will never find the answers I am looking for.

I just wish no mum, dad or grandparent etc.. who wants children/grandchildren should ever have to go through the pain and suffering of a miscarriage or loss of a child.

I just want to say thank you everyone for all your kind words of
sympathy and thoughts. Also I would like to say "Thank you" Kelly for making such a fantastic website.

Take care everyone

Kazz & co \/
Nicholas 26/10/02