sezjar my deepest sympathys are with u right now.
the exact same thing happened to me in Nov. ur doctor will be able to clarify if bub has passed naturally or what.
i to was expecting bub the same month as a friend who is due in 5 weeks. i no everything seems bleek and depressing now bt sometimes these things just arent meant to be and thats bubs way of telling u. it does get easier over time. just be kind to urself. one day this bubbys lil brother or sister is going to come into ur life and make u soooo happy. the loss or a child, no matter how far along u were, gets any less sadder or significant. give urself sometime to grieve. make sure u talk to someone as well. dont take this all on urself. if u need to talk im here.