Natalee,
I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Grace.
I understand your need for some answers and I pray that you get them in time. Sometimes there is no answer and that is hard.
I hope you have support from your family and friends. Turn to your partner and together grieve for your baby daughter. Sands is a wonderful organisation that may be able to help a little for you.
I have no words that seem to fit what I feel for you.
I send you and your family love, prayers and hugs,
Deb