Lisa, I'm so sorry to hear your loss. It must be very difficult for your especially seeing your dear baby being referred to products. I admire your courage for sharing your experience with us, and I sincerely hope that you will overcome this time of hardship. In the mean time, I hope you are getting support from family and friends. Also, don't forget you have those from BB. I hope that you and your DH will support each other in times of need. Stay strong, there's still hope! One day, you will be able to post in "pregnancy after m/c or loss", I know this will happen to you! HUGS