He sounds like he is doing well Jessie, still a long way to go, but he has come through a very difficult period, and NICU is such a rollercoaster ride

Going to CPAP is a huge step, that is wonderful news, and it is awesome to hear he is getting your milk, that must have been a wonderful day when he got his first 1ml

For your milk are you taking any medication to help, expressing alone can be extremely difficult, it was a very long journey for me to exclusively BF DD, but in the end I was on a high dose of Motilium and it made all the difference, I met with a specialist GP/LC and she said that I could actually take a lot more than I was on and once we got going on the higher dose it made a huge difference.

You may need a bit more help until Charlie is big enough to help get the extra milk happening
Take care xxoo