Janie, to be honest, I'm not sure you ever do get over the hospital stay. I've got another thread in here at the moment talking about how a friend of mine had her baby at a similar prematurity to Sam and it's all come flooding back and leaving me in a bit of a mess. I had nightmares last night remembering being called into the nursery at 4am and being told my baby had "turned a funny colour"... I'm hoping and praying that my friend doesn't have to deal with desaturations and all the rest - but I'm reliving the trauma as though it were yesterday.

I wish you all the best with building your supply.

BW