oh Shazzi. My experience doesnt seem that bad now.
I think the hardest thing for me is that they have no idea why he was so early. He was normal for gestation although they said he was quite long. Midwife had noted that I had gained more weight in the two weeks before birth then i had all pregnancy. But dont think that has anything to do with it.

My older bro was 5 weeks early. I tried to be born at 6 months but they stopped me so was only 2 weeks early. and younger bro was born day before due. So there is hope for us all. lol.