Lysndan - it sux and it's not fair.. I hope you have nice understanding nurses. Once you have recovered from your section, it will be better. Remember no matter what Amelia is YOUR baby, not theirs. It's so frustrating not being able to have control over your baby. I compensate by asserting control over what I can. I have his own sheets, and always do his cares. To others it's not a big deal, but to me it is. Just makes me feel a bit more like a Mum. Do what you have to do hun.. Well done on expressing. That sux too Lol.. I'm pumping 2-3hrly and I'm over it lol..

I can't wait to hear about your first cuddle when you get it. Hopefully wont be long xx