Oh hugs I'm sorry you are having a rough time

Prems are strange. It's hard to understand but bubs born at 32-34 weeks can often suck better and quicker than 35-36week bubs. We call them lazy 35weekers. It's all just too much for them

It's totally normal if that helps. But she will come together VERY quickly. Just remember your skin to skin time and let her have a play at the boob every feed you are there for! It's good for her and great for your supply!