I remembered another one as I went and found Mateauz NICU memory box.....weighing our nappies...I can giggle about it now but I use to hang on seeing how much 'output' he had.

SCN Loula was the same here hon...I had to fight to hold let alone BF Mateauz yet when I got to Melbourne the first thing the nurse in the quarantine section at the Mercy did was ask me if I wanted to hold my baby....I cried and cried and she was there crying with me...I will never forget her face and how much love she gave me

honey