It is really horrible. He would be about 18 or 19 now I think. It's still hard for MIL & DH. More so since our kids are her only grandkids so far. DH started out waking Jaz up just to make sure she was 'still alive' as he put it. It's at the back of every parents mind, but I think it's a bit different when its actually happened in the family. Makes you realise how sudden & unexpected it really is. He was only in bed for around 30 minutes during the day. Long enough for MIL to vacuum the floors. He was only 3 months old.