Thanks everyone.

I'm completely gutted. I wanted to be pregnant so badly. The worst thing is I feel pregnant. I did a HPT this morning, and even though it was fainter than Saturdays, it was still there. I guess the mind is a powerful thing and I've tricked myself into having early pregnancy symptoms. Still no AF either.

DH doesn't really get why I'm so upset which makes it harder. I really felt like this was my last shot as he's been adamant he doesn't want any more kids. My son who is nearly 8 desperately wants a brother or a sister too.

Thanks for the vent ladies.