Faint line on FR - AF over a week late

[Peace]

Oh bugger. I have been reading this thread and had my fingers crossed for you

[Calluna]

I'm so sorry sweet.

[~me~]

[xXHopeXx]

I'm so sorry

[ladybirdflies]

That really sux!!! I am glad to hear your partner has processed everything and come around. I hope that means you might really start trying now!!! Goodluck!

[zenbaba]

Thanks everyone.

I'm completely gutted. I wanted to be pregnant so badly. The worst thing is I feel pregnant. I did a HPT this morning, and even though it was fainter than Saturdays, it was still there. I guess the mind is a powerful thing and I've tricked myself into having early pregnancy symptoms. Still no AF either.

DH doesn't really get why I'm so upset which makes it harder. I really felt like this was my last shot as he's been adamant he doesn't want any more kids. My son who is nearly 8 desperately wants a brother or a sister too.

Thanks for the vent ladies.

[Jaycee]

Honey you didn't trick yourself, we all saw the line too, it's almost impossible to get false positives, especially more than one it sounds like u had an early miscarriage

[ladybirdflies]

I think you are right Jaycee.... we all saw a pink line, it could be a chemical or early MC. Take Care xx

[zenbaba]

Thanks girls. I'll wait for the dreaded AF to arrive now!

[Mummy&Daddy2Be]

so sorry that you went through all that hun.. big big 's

[Calluna]

Honey you didn't trick yourself, we all saw the line too, it's almost impossible to get false positives, especially more than one it sounds like u had an early miscarriage

This.
I didnt include it in my previous post because I didnt want to stress you out and it wasnt really relevent. But your experience sounds very similar to mine-
BFP on the Friday
Loads of symptoms
Started bleeding Mon (4 days after AF was due)
2 pee tests at the doctors were neg
Tues did a FRER which came up as a very faint positive.

I havent gone back for the bt results yet. But I already know the answer so Im not really feeling like I need to do it right away. Its just a formality now.

You didnt invent those symptoms. They were real. You were pregnant even if it was only for a short amount of time and it is more than ok to grieve your loss. Please dont bottle it up.
Loads of gentle hugs and love coming your way. We're all here to listen if you need to talk.

[zenbaba]

Thank you Calluna xo

[zenbaba]

I feel like I'm going crazy. The AF pains have gone away, nothing is happening down there. My boobs are still so sore, I'm still nauseous etc. Why do I still feel pregnant? Its so cruel! I just hope AF would hurry up and show up so I can be done with all of this

[Calluna]

[zenbaba]

I'm sorry to be obsessing and annoying you all with every little thing, and I'm sorry if this is TMI, but I just went to the loo and had this huge amount of clear jelly like stuff when I wiped. It had a very slight browny/red tinge to it. I've never had this before. Just wondering if anyone knew what it was?

[Calluna]

I had small amounts of jelly like stuff. Just thought it was some wierd thing my body was doing. No idea what it is though, sorry. Mm, maybe I'll Google it...

[mumto4+1]

With my first pregnancy, I was getting negative HPT's even 4 days after AF was due. Blood test came back with a HCG level of only 21 - technically it's NOT POSITIVE if it's under 25. My doc told me I was pregnant. I miscarried 2 weeks later.

There was a line. I really think something was going on.

I'm so SO sorry you had to go through this **hugs**

[zenbaba]

Thank you xo

Still no AF or cramping. Still have sore boobs. I have no idea what's going on!

Do you think I should test again?