FC - :flower: I'm sorry you are feeling so all over the place right now. Let it all out it will help in the long run. It's so hard being such a family orientated festive season. It will et easier hun, just take each day at a time, and let those tears flow. It's good to get it out, as long as you still get to enjoy the sunshine of the day too.

Hope you're feeling better and my fingers are still crossed for your New Years results.
Take care