Could you make several appointments so that you have one a week for a month or so? So when the time comes, you should have one on the right cycle day and you can just cancel the others.

Im not sure if they would let me do that as there are plenty of women in my boat. Im just not sure if im up for all of this. My DH is deploying to Afghanistan again in a few months and its such a stressful time. Im considering giving up so I know whether I am coming or going for once. I just want to enjoy my little girl and not keep wishing I had more if that makes sense. I was so blessed to have her, she's my best friend