ok im much calmer now!

ive disregarded all tests and will try again tomorrow.

perhaps we were searching too hard for a line IYKWIM?

maybe if i get a faint line tomorrow i will get a blood test???

and yep its definately testing my patience. but i hate needles, so i will put the blood test off as long as possible.

its hard cause i think sometimes you just want the line sooo bad, its possible we see something that isnt really there IYKWIM. (especially when its sooo faint!)