Thanks Mel for taking the time to reply to me. It was reassuring to hear that someone else has this experience. I did the testing twice a day regime this month and only ever got a second line of lesser colour than the control... I am hoping so badly that I did ovulate ( I don't seem to get obvious ewcm). I am feeling flat, flat, flat today. It seems forever until I can start to test. I am not even sure I want to start testing as I just can't face seeing a bfn. I had a really good feeling about this month, I was feeling that this was it. Today I am feeling sorry for myself. I am sure you know the feelings I am feeling!!! It feels good to be able to speak in a safe environment. Thankyou.
Congratulations on your BFP!!!! =D>
Love and thanks,
Deb