I have to admit, That is me too. Even tho we aren't trying to concieve. I so want to be pg again I check every month (at least 3 times. Once a few days before I'm due, the next day and then the day I am due) JUST in case I am pg! I do the same thing, take it out look at it for so long I actually see a second "line" mind you it's just cause I've stared at it for so long, I throw it away, only to do it again later *L*. I am SUCH an addict!!!