Its ok Jayne, the nursing is still happening!!! I just decided as part of my new life outlook a few weeks back that working might get me out of my funk; I love the boys but its been he!! being a SAHM 24/7 the past few years (may have something to do with the 3 14mths apart maybe eh) and I desperately need to do something for myself. That and financial independence, Im sick of hearing that I dont contribute from people (like wiping crappy butts and getting up 25 thousand times a night isnt work or contributing). I like the idea of MY money I love being a swimming teacher, its awesome. Great hours too.