Howdy strangers. Well not really stangers but you get what I mean. I've been reading each and every one of your posts but I'm finding it really hard to get my groove back.

Lisa: I'm happy for you that things seemed to have worked out how you want. And hey if you get a BFP in a few days then I think you'll make a spectacular mummy of three.

Jayne, Jayne, Jayne: You rock woman. I have been reading your posts and just thought about how awesome you are. I'm so glad things are working our for you over in China. You are so likeable I'm sure you could fit in anywhere.

Mako: Babe sorry to hear DH has been so sick. I hope he gets better but by the sounds of it he's on the mend. Nevermind 3 yr old tantrums, Mr B has decided to start throwing spectacular hissy fits. I must admit the amount of effort he puts into them are kinda cute. Just hang in there, it will pass.

Michelle: mwah mwah mwah. That's about it. I love seeing the pics of your adorable kidson FB and wish I lived closer to be able to See you IRL more often.

Willow: Glad to hear the move went well. Having recently moved from a capital city to a smaller regional town I am so happy. I really don't think you or the kids will look back.

Bek: Oh I so get what you mean. I'm sorry to hear that things all came to a head for you on NYE but also so proud of you for making the changes to get you back to that happy place. And for what it's worth, I think you're smoking.

Freya: Hun I know you've been through hell with Rips DX and I just wanted to reiterate the fact that you are doing a sensational job with him. He is lucky to have such a switched on mumma. I'm also thrilled to hear the swimming teaching is going so well.

Bun: Far out babe, how stressfull with the move. Having moved upteen times I know what it's like. I hope things settle soon. Happy belated 1st Birthday to your handsome little guy too.

Deb:

Kelly: You're boys are just so cute. How are you finding it? Wait until they start playing together, it's just the best.

Amanda: How is your massage training going? How are you and the lad coping with daycare? It's hard isn't it?

Hi to everyone else

Well AFM where do I start. I'm going to do it bullet point so my post doesn't go on for a decade (lol)

* B turned one
* B started day care and O started Kindy
* I went back to work three days a week
* My brain hurts and I feel like it's all mush since being home.
* O is going through a major Daddy only stage to the point he is actually being mean to me. Luckily DH won't take it and pulls him into line when he is leaving me out.
* B's sleep is still shocking, it's has improved slightly but he still isn't sleeping through. I've tried everything but he is a boob-a-holic so I'm going to try to night wean him soon.
* DH is about to go on the same sandy holiday and Freya's DH so it will be a hectic, and long year.
* I'm still fat and actually had full bloods by my doc because nothing I was trying was working. Got really low Iron and B12 so hopefully once the vitamins kick in I won't feel so tired all the time.

I think that's about it. I just feel blah ATM. I still can't put my finger on it. My GP said that Low iron and B12 can contribute to a depressed mood coupled with the no sleep for over a year and I guess it makes sense.

I've missed you all.

Big love
Spring