Yay we have a home!!! I had a look in here a little while ago and not alot was happening, i was going to suggest we round everyone up!

It will be so good to have all u girls to chat to again! I dont post very often, normally i get on here when im breastfeeding and i only have one hand free and it takes too long to type stuff so i just stalk!

Being a mummy has been absolutely fantastic, i am loving every minute of it! Even after very little sleep i can still look at little Sienna girl in the morning and tell her shes the most beautiful thing in the world! Dh thinks shes a lot cuter if we have all had a good night sleep tho haha.

2 days ago we attempted a routine, im a bit scared to say which one after reading a few threads on here bagging the hell out of it! Ok ok ill spill... it was the Save Our Sleep one. It was the most awful day! Sienna is not a crier, we hardly ever hear her cry unless i take too long to pull my boob out and this day she just cried and cried! She cried each time we put her to bed, then she cried cos she wld wake up earlier then feed time so we had to prolong it, then we were up with her from like 1am onwards! So much for it helping to make them sleep thru the night, it was the worst day and night we have had! Only the night before we tried the routine she only woke us once for a feed! It was great! So now my theory is why fix it if it aint broke! I have no problems feeding her when shes hungry and putting her to bed when shes ready.. so no routine in this household for a little while!

Dh goes away for the first time in 6 weeks next week for 3 WHOLE WEEKS! Its going to be so sad so i might realise then that i need a bit of time to myself and will try and put a bit of a routine in place since i wont have him to give Sienna to when i need to do washing etc.. but we'll see. Having him home for so long has been the biggest help, i feel like she is hanging off me feeding all day so when it comes to burp time or just cuddle time I always hand her over to him..and he is great with her!

Anyway i will stop rambling now... oh but first who can i rope in to come and join me in the ttcaml thread in a few months??? I cant wait to be pregnant again! Im so sad that im not still. I wish i was like a wallaby... Im pretty sure they pop one baby out and have another little one already growing.. it wld be the best! Ofcourse it cld be another yr until my body is ready tho..knowing my body it will take ages.. im still bleeding for heavens sake!

Anyway really better jump off and stop boring u all!

Take care xxx