Oh Jayne, you count to me and would count a whole lot more if we were actually in the same city; one day we will be when the kids are grown and we can run amok together without dragging our butts home to whingy toddlers

I know what it feels like to feel like you dont matter; I go through cycles like that alot, esp because I can count all my good friends on one hand and in our lifestyle out of sight is out of mind I hate that your feeling like that when your such a fabulous woman; you give alot to this thread so you DO matter to the RIGHT people