Kel - I was having a dig with you, I doubt you could ever make me feel badly about myself, your such a wonderful friend to have.

I'm just having a few issues with friends & family atm. We all go through those phases where you feel under-appreciated & unnoticed & the works - well I'm having a big one of those. A few people have let me down, I can usually suck that up, but when they let my KIDS down, my own babies, then it HURTS! Which is what has happened a few times in the last few weeks. In my own little household, the one that consists of the 3 of us, that is going great, Jessica has settled into school beautifully, Claudia has settled into daycare beautifully & is doing so well with her swimming (she CAN actually swim now! It's madness), & things like that, but expand my little family outside this house & cracks are starting to appear. But honestly, you lovely ladies have sooooooo much deeper concerns with early babies, amnios, recurrent m/s's, stitches in very BAD places, f&ck wit ex-DH's, trying to get your family under one roof, newborns, the works, that my problems are just a tiny speck in the ocean, not even worth mentioning & I feel so bad I did. I'll just zip it!