Michelle - Have been wondering how you're going! Glad Omar is being good and giving you lots of kicks!! I still need some advice on how to live in the wonderful world of De-Nile.. I'm absolutely TERRIBLE at it!! Ooohhhhh... names, so exciting!!

Jayne - Oh yeah.. daycare was definitely my saving grace this week!! I'm feeling ok, although not really coping as well as I'd like with the pg, I can't stop thinking about it and worrying about what 'might' happen. I wish I could just forget about it and get on with the next few weeks but it's impossible when I'm over here without many distractions. This is when I need to be working.. or something! Oh well.

Deb - Massive hugs hun. I can't imagine what you're going through and admire you so much for your indredible strength.

Mako - Have been wondering how you're going too.. when is your next appointment?? Hope you're feeling a bit better soon (although the m/s is such a good sign... so maybe that can stick around a bit longer.. iykwim!!)

Lisa - Hugs hun.. hope you managed to have a nice, relaxing chat to that little bub of yours and praying it does the trick!! Can't wait to hear some news from you soon.

Willow - How are you and how are the night feeds going?

Spring - How are you?

Janie - I'm so excited that you'll have D home with you soon and am happy to come over and distract N whenever you need!!!

Jo - Are you still out there?? Have been thinking about you and wondering how you're going???

Hello to everyone else that I've missed.

AFM - I'm doing ok. Can't stop thinking about this pg and wondering what will be. It's driving me a little bit mad but I don't have anything else in my life right now to distract me.. and I'm so far from my family. It's hard. But I also know there's nothing I can do and just need to play the good old waiting game. So frustrating. Wish I could just forget it and get on with things. DS has been soooo up and down lately too, he'll go from being the perfect angel, to the most horrible monster.. in a matter of minutes. I know he's a toddler and at that age but it's driving me mad!! He just won't listen to me... I need some respect damn it... LOL. At least I'm not getting quite as frustrated with him atm.. we'll see how long that lasts!!! I'm trying hard.

Oh and I have to share this... I think I've been on here a bit too much lately because every time I get the laptop out, DS runs over and wants to see the little yellow man that waves at him!!!! Took me a while to work out its the little smilie in my signature. LOL. DS just sits there and waves back at him... priceless.

Kel xxxx