Hi ladies

just feeling really flat today. The sleep deprivation means I have a constant headache and an upset belly. I know O followed exactly the same path as B and I know it will pass but I'm a bit over it. Even co-sleeping doesn't help. To compound matters O is acting up big time. I don't have the patience with him that I should because I'm so zonked. I feel like I'm always rousing on him B has also started chomping on my nipple when he is feeding YOUCH is all I can say.

Just needed to get it out. DH and I are at eachother which is just the result of sheer exhaustion I know. Doesn't help that he is now questioning having another. I know it's just because we are doing it tough ATM but it upsets me. I know he doesn't mean it, I know it's just the exhaustion speaking.

On a postitve note, B us now cruising around the furniture and occasionally let's go and stands for a few seconds. Pretty impressive considering he is not even 8 months for a few more days.

Boy I sound like a whinger, thanks for listening.

Spring xx